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ar you scared of me

no.

im sorry

Why are you sorry?

I'm not scared of you. Everything you've done has been able to be fixed, and just making me all fade-y... it wasn't the first time I was like that. And I took care of it.

I just wish it could have been with you, but it couldn't be, right then. Obviously.

even though we said wed wait and stuff?

Sam, I'm not avoiding you. Not in any way.

You spend time with other people you're not dating, don't you? In and out of bed?

yeah...

Do you want me to stay away from you until I decide about things like dating? I was hoping it wasn't like that.

no!
thats no...
i dont know....
im sad

I know. Me too.

I wish I knew how to fix it. But I don't think not seeing each other is really the answer either. I thought maybe we could just spend time together and see what happened and how we felt once we were back here for a while.

but what if i make you fade again...

Then I'll take care of it again. Obviously if you touching me again does it, you probably can't help me, but someone will be able to.

[ He has plenty of people to ask, but it feels awkward pointing that out. ]

You never made me fade before though. I'm willing to risk it.

but i dont WANT to make you fade
i wanna be able to touch you!

Well, we won't know until we try, right? I'm willing to try.

can you come over

[ He doesn't answer. He's feeling more than thinking right now, is the thing, and it just doesn't occur to him to send a response via text. It's not that big a settlement after all.

He knocks on Sam's door pretty hard, nearly pounding at it, and stands there breathing too hard from running as he waits for the response. ]

[ Which actually comes as a complete surprise since, failing to receive a response, Sam figures that he had made things awkward with his request and Mikado had stepped away from the conversation for the moment.

The knocking actually gets him to look up from where he sits on the couch, very slowly standing despite the frantic knocking and moving over to it. ]

...Hello?

I CAME RIGHT AWAY!

[ Have a Mikado slumping on your doorstep breathing heavily, Sam. ]

I told you all you had to do was ask!

M, Mikado???

Wait, did you run the whole way here??

I was excited you wanted to see me...

[ He blushes, looks away. ]

So, can I come in?

[ Excited?? To see him...? Even after all the trouble he caused, what he'd done not to to Izaya, but Masaomi and Mikado himself??

Sam can't help it--he feels a swell of happiness in his chest as he nods, quickly stepping back to let the other in. ]

[ Mikado toes off his shoes because it's the minimum amount of proper he can be, then walks over and flops on the couch without waiting for further invitation. A bottle of water appears in his hands, and then he asks. ]

Anything you need today before..?

[ Not that he came here to do anything in particular, but it's unlikely they're just not going to touch, too. ]

[ No doubt there, and though it takes Sam a moment to clue in, when he does he takes a reflexive step back and rubs the back of his head in embarrassment. And a healthy amount of shame, after all the trouble he caused. ]

I...n-no, I'm fine... [ He he really ought to say is that he's down to only two pairs of clothes and down shoes or a bed thanks to his powers amplifying, but he feels far too guilty to bring it up right now, like this. ]

You sure?

[ He doesn't know what Sam is thinking, of course, but the hesitance makes him wonder, and he does want to be sure his friend is taken care of. ]

Jonathan healed me, and I've taken care of the fading issue obviously, so now's the time to ask? Before you come cuddle with me.

Jo-- [ Wait ] c....c-c, cuddle?????

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