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i wish id never gotten them

how did Kanra help you?

we went to the orb place

Does it last for a while when you do that, or only when you're there?

Does it hurt?

i dont think so?
i mean
i dont really rmemeber it that well
i touched it with mr navarro when we were trying to figure it out and i think it was the same

Huh. But if you don't remember it well, maybe those people would know better what happened.

I wish I could help. I just want you to not have to worry.

i know...thanks ~~angel~~ mikado [ he should at least use his proper name, right? ]

ill try asking them

okay.

Is there anything I can do to help?

ar you scared of me

no.

im sorry

Why are you sorry?

I'm not scared of you. Everything you've done has been able to be fixed, and just making me all fade-y... it wasn't the first time I was like that. And I took care of it.

I just wish it could have been with you, but it couldn't be, right then. Obviously.

even though we said wed wait and stuff?

Sam, I'm not avoiding you. Not in any way.

You spend time with other people you're not dating, don't you? In and out of bed?

yeah...

Do you want me to stay away from you until I decide about things like dating? I was hoping it wasn't like that.

no!
thats no...
i dont know....
im sad

I know. Me too.

I wish I knew how to fix it. But I don't think not seeing each other is really the answer either. I thought maybe we could just spend time together and see what happened and how we felt once we were back here for a while.

but what if i make you fade again...

Then I'll take care of it again. Obviously if you touching me again does it, you probably can't help me, but someone will be able to.

[ He has plenty of people to ask, but it feels awkward pointing that out. ]

You never made me fade before though. I'm willing to risk it.

but i dont WANT to make you fade
i wanna be able to touch you!

Well, we won't know until we try, right? I'm willing to try.

can you come over

[ He doesn't answer. He's feeling more than thinking right now, is the thing, and it just doesn't occur to him to send a response via text. It's not that big a settlement after all.

He knocks on Sam's door pretty hard, nearly pounding at it, and stands there breathing too hard from running as he waits for the response. ]

[ Which actually comes as a complete surprise since, failing to receive a response, Sam figures that he had made things awkward with his request and Mikado had stepped away from the conversation for the moment.

The knocking actually gets him to look up from where he sits on the couch, very slowly standing despite the frantic knocking and moving over to it. ]

...Hello?

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