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[sugoooi]

Werp werp, boop--beeeeeep!
Please-leave-a-message-after-the-tone!
I-am-a-robot.

[ No, he's just an idiot. But leave a message anyway. ]

Comments

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[sugoooi]

of course i would
you mean a lot to me

Re: text

[totallysane]

You mean a lot to me too. So don't get too down on yourself, okay? I know you do things without meaning to, but you're a really good person. You're probably the best person I know.

Re: text

[sugoooi]

but he almost died cuz of me
what if my power keeps getting worse
what if i really hurt someone

Re: text

[totallysane]

Well, obviously we have to try to figure something out. I wasn't saying that you shouldn't try. But that doesn't make you a bad person.

Have you tried talking to the Hedonists about it? Maybe they could help.

Re: text

[sugoooi]

do you really think they can help

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[totallysane]

Maybe. I think it's worth a try at least.

I'm sorry. The truth is, I don't know how to help you here. I don't know anything about powers, since all I can do is what I've learned here. But I think you should definitely try talking to more people than just Kanra, too.

Just to get other opinions and ideas.

Re: text

[sugoooi]

i wish id never gotten them

Re: text

[totallysane]

how did Kanra help you?

Re: text

[sugoooi]

we went to the orb place

Re: text

[totallysane]

Does it last for a while when you do that, or only when you're there?

Does it hurt?

Re: text

[sugoooi]

i dont think so?
i mean
i dont really rmemeber it that well
i touched it with mr navarro when we were trying to figure it out and i think it was the same

Re: text

[totallysane]

Huh. But if you don't remember it well, maybe those people would know better what happened.

I wish I could help. I just want you to not have to worry.

Re: text

[sugoooi]

i know...thanks angel mikado [ he should at least use his proper name, right? ]

ill try asking them

Re: text

[totallysane]

okay.

Is there anything I can do to help?

Re: text

[sugoooi]

ar you scared of me

Re: text

[totallysane]

no.

Re: text

[sugoooi]

im sorry

Re: text

[totallysane]

Why are you sorry?

I'm not scared of you. Everything you've done has been able to be fixed, and just making me all fade-y... it wasn't the first time I was like that. And I took care of it.

I just wish it could have been with you, but it couldn't be, right then. Obviously.

Re: text

[sugoooi]

even though we said wed wait and stuff?

Re: text

[totallysane]

Sam, I'm not avoiding you. Not in any way.

You spend time with other people you're not dating, don't you? In and out of bed?

Re: text

[sugoooi]

yeah...

Re: text

[totallysane]

Do you want me to stay away from you until I decide about things like dating? I was hoping it wasn't like that.

Re: text

[sugoooi]

no!
thats no...
i dont know....
im sad

Re: text

[totallysane]

I know. Me too.

I wish I knew how to fix it. But I don't think not seeing each other is really the answer either. I thought maybe we could just spend time together and see what happened and how we felt once we were back here for a while.

Re: text

[sugoooi]

but what if i make you fade again...